I was born april 22
1976 …. Until now, I coped with cancer 3 times in life and lost my
leg in 2001 !!! With all the experiences, I learned the life is a pulsional energy !!!!
For disabled people,
a simple pulsion is not enough, it must be SUBLIMATION !!!!! The
cover picture on this pro blog is showing you my best time in this
process. (The Selenga valley by train from moscow)
Sublimation must be
both physical and mental !!!! that s the reason that
infantilization of disabled people should be a crime ….
when i lost my leg
because of a cancer, i was 25 years old …. I remember the most
disappointing social moment in the hospital in Marseille, France.
When i went back from chemotherapy, i should take rest so i was out
of training with an artificial leg …. I shared my hospital room and
at this moment, i was alone on the phone with my late younger
brother …. A young man was entering in my room, showing me the empty
bed and said « i am his cousin , he has forgotten something »
…. and began to look for something inside his wardrobe.
My roomate was a 70
years old black guy from Martinique island …. The young guy was around 20
yo and came from north africa !!! I was not a student in genetic
but …. « Cousin » , not truly realistic.
Health People explained me
few weeks before bad people could go to steal inside the rooms !!!
i said my brother i
tired to end the discussion, and i take the device with the button to
call a nurse and ask … something !!!
Just before, i don t
do that because i am worried she could take a hit ……
i was on a
wheelchair, without a leg for only 2 months and i was in chemo the
day before …. I am not strong, 6'0 and 140 pounds ….
I decide to go to
speak with him, asking him many false questions (about his "cousin" is coping with his leg "amputation" , because he had only broken his femoral neck), with a LOUD but innocent
voice ….. to make him troubles !!!
After a single
minute, the guy closed the wardrobe angry and had threating eyes on me
and went away !!!
i was proud, i had
acted as a true « knight » in the worst personal
situation …. my late brother not worried, nurse safe, nothing
stolen …..
instead to
congratulate me, the doctor and the nurse were angry because it was
an hazardous situation and my roomate too because of the big disorder
is his wardrobe.
I needed congrats
to be a full master of my recovery !!!! i was REALLY disappointed.
Doctor and nurse thought about their own responsability on me, but not we could SHARE IT!!
Few weeks alter, a
person has stolen, in my single room this time, a jersey signed by
Johnny Unitas with an authentic certificate !!! my favourite QB
…. I kept this jersey with me to grab a part of the fabulous
resilience he had
CONCLUSION :
RUN FOR YOUR OWN HAPPINESS BECAUSE NO ONE WILL DO IT FOR YOU !!!
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